hey, i found you from a link from a link.. so i guess i'm a stranger..

and i hear what you say, but more often i feel like, someone else is telling the story, not writing it. the story is already written. it is who tells it that affects what we know of it.

often i find that i keep too quiet, that too many others tell the story.. and sometimes that is okay.. but other times.. i feel that my input.. my version of the story is important.. and others don't get to hear and don't know what is right

other times.. i just know.. that people close to me need to hear me say the story.. need to know my version, need to know the story from a unique perspective.

sometimes i ache my story to be told... other times.. i know other versions are good enough

Yes. Yes. I don't know.

Sometimes I feel like I am living the black and white version of my technicolor life.

It provides an excuse. It wasn't really me.

I sometimes feel I am stuck in the ellipses...

Waiting for that next part of the story to appear...

interesting perspective. what i'm really getting at isn't the telling of the story, but the creating of it. we are in control of our own destiny.

Mostly, I think we are Daffy Duck in the episode where where Bugs Bunny is the cartoonist.